Google the devil !!

Google is becoming my fast new addiction. Every new piece of information im hearing or reading about in relation to our situation is being googled. Obviously this then throws up new pieces of information that subsequently require more googling and so on and so on .....

Googley eyed has taken on a whole new meaning for me !!

So far DF testicle size has been under scrutiny - we found a size chart and compared, which shows he is fine - Mr Average!, the poor soul just goes along with my rambling and wheeks them out on demand !! Thats why i love him !

A few close people to us know whats going on, my mam and sister - which has been great, they are so positive about it, and as mam and i both work in the hospital where the infertility consultant is based- (she works with him aswell)- i think that is helping too. A girl in my work has been going through the same altho she is now pregnant, she knows about everything, and my boss knows a little bit, only because i cried in work a day after we found out !!

My online girls know as well.....the SATC chicks, they are going thru it as well, not this exactly, but they have there own issues, apart from one - who is currently pregnant with her 2nd !! yay !!.

As for DF, his cousin and brother know and i think that has helped him as well. Obviously we have each other and ultimately its us thats got to go through this horrible thing - that i wouldnt wish on my worst enemy. Im really thankful im going thru it with him, he has been great - and having the others support is the icing on the cake !

For this moment in time all we have to focus on is getting his spermies healthy and plentiful (if we can)...he is doing everything he can, we are still going to 'try' every month in the hope of that miracle, instead of every day or every other day we will have to leave it a good few days in between and 'try' as close to ovulation so that we arent wasting the wee guys !!.
We are getting through this together and thats the main thing for now !