Nothing to exciting to report, Our next appointment is the beginning of April and i have sneaky peaked at all the results i have access too. We got a letter from Mr Gynae man saying that the cause of our problems was the high FSH from DF, and that indicated a problem in the testes....no real news there, we already knew. It went on to say he could not offer us any hormonal treatment and that he would discuss this with us at the visit.....im assuming he is going to say im sorry but you definately need IVF .....with ....dun dun dun ICSI !! NO SHIT EH, should i act surpised ?? should i pretend i havent googled the repercussions of undescended testes and knew before him what my treatment plan would be ??.....no, ill smile nice and say please and thank you at all the appropriate parts.

Something funny and annoying happened today !
I get my asda shopping delivered and the wee man started making conversation....

Asda guy - this is a nice area you live at here

Me - yes i love it

Asda guy - its a great area for kids with all this grass (we have a huge grassy bit at the front of our house)

Me - yep it sure is (i so know whats coming)

Asda guy - you have kids dont you ?

Me - Nope not yet

Asda guy - I thought you had one !!

Me - No no none yet (i was really thinking, well you thought wrong mister)

Asda guy - ah well your time will come

Me - (nervous awkward laugh)

Asda guy - I have 3 now, they are bloody hard work, ...... in fact just dont you bother having any they are so bloody expensive

Me - (nervous awkward laugh) thinking - fuck off !

DF and myself had a giggle about it when he went away, Df says i should have started telling him our whole story so far and what our treatment plan was - he would have run a mile.

I think ill shop at tesco now.

He is a nice wee man, but its just funny how people plan out your life for you without having a dandoo (clue) what we are going through.

Good Luck to Caz who has just moved house, Good Luck to all those stimming, Going through Egg collection, egg implantation and the 2ww. In fact good luck to everyone going through this whole rotten process regardless of what stage you are at !

I really wanted to be involved in that sock exchange thingy, but my silly computer wouldnt allow me to email for details. grrr !. xxxx